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Thursday, February 17, 2011

rejected?



I just have to let this thing out of me. Well, this is bugging me for days now and the old wesley is getting into the picture once again. AND I HATE THIS FEELING!

this is not just about me, obviously... because if there is someone being rejected... then there is/are individual/people who are rejecting this 'rejected' person. i just hate the feeling of rejection. i mean who wants to be busted out of the group? :| Pero naisip ko din... rejection doesn't mean the involvement of someone else. pwedeng magsimula ito sayo at magtatapos din sayo. you know... it's just in our mind and i think i am leaning towards that feeling.

ang hirap pala ng ganitong feeling, when you feel like being rejected pero they dont seem to care at all. parang siguro they just dont feel inviting you or they forgot to tell you that u are invited. :| either way, i dont like the feeling. masakit. sigh. ang hirap din kasi yung time na you are trying to fill in the spot pero ayun nga parang hindi ka bagay o hindi mo kayang i fill yung spot na yun. oh i hate that feeling! yung tipong ikaw yung naghahabol. :| diba.. hay. this is really sad for me! :| so sad!

anyway.. i think i just have to move on and get over the feeling because this is causing me no good at all. BEING POSITIVE IS WHAT I SHOULD THINK OF NOW! And to the people involve, i know you wont able to read this anyway... i still love you guys even if this is happening to us or to me. And can i just say, it is possible pala that a single person can change how you interact with other people and how you feel with yourself. sigh.

POSITIVE WESLEY! POSITIVE! :)

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Nagbabalik

Woaw. What a month! And yes, for the past what? 3 weeks? haha. i spent my days at my working station, school, working station... school. boring life indeed. no words can really express how i felt the past weeks! :| ang ayaw ko pa naman sa lahat e yung hindi ko ma-try yung iba ko pang interests sa buhay all because school works. and that s*cks. I know. :) really... i am so exhausted, tired, weary and out of love... oops. joke lang yung huli. ahaha. anyway... can i just reflect on the things i did the past weeks?

- January 21-23 VIGAN TRIP! went to the north and saw the breath-taking sceneries of ILOCOS! Ate empanada ng ilocos, went to baluarte, saw marcos, rode the kalesa, went to heritage village and a lot more! and there i experienced videoke for the first time! hindi ko pa kilala yung mga tao dun ah! pero cge, kanta lang ng kanta! :) SO MUCH FUN! ANG SAYA!
- ID 20 side table making. made an actual side table for our id20-design theory subject. went well. it was stable enough to be a... table. :) we spent two overnights just to make the table! stayed in(at-idk what to use? haha) country side to do the table and eastwood libis for the second overnight! eastwood was fun! :) never appreciated the place that way before.
-ID 31 - completed 6 20x30 illustation boards! crammed all night, the night before the submission was hell! buti na lang concept board lang prinsent! and i was commended for a good presentation even though i almost faint during the presentation.
- ID 124 EXAM! ok. dont want to comment! bahalana na. :) i think i'll pass the exam! :) I WILL! I SHALL! I SHOULD!
- ID 124 - korea report. :|
- Arch 23 Report on windows :) HAPPY!
- February 11 - 12 2011 - GOT BUSTED!!!!!! WOOT FIRST TIME! no words could explain the happy feeling i had during the night! :) hala.. cge basta sayaw lang ng sayaw! :)

anyway. that sums up my f*cked up life. joke. HAHAHA
hanggng sa muli! :)