Banning myself from all the things you can think of

For some odd yet valid reasons I decided to ban myself from a lot of things and 'A LOT' means banning myself from all the things I used to have or love and from all the habits I used to do. Why am I doing this? basically for two reasons: (1) To be better (2) to explore other and new things. This isn't easy, I tell you! But sometimes, we really have to get away from our comfort zones to test our selves and to come up with a better and brighter solutions of some sort. So anyway, that's basically what I am doing to myself right now.

First ban - no use of twitter. for how long? As long as I can keep myself away from this social networking site. reason/s? to learn how to not hurt myself even more. drama shizz. No, the real reason is because I'm fed up of the fact that I am spending more time on the computer doing nonsense things than spending it to a more fruitful and useful deeds. In line with this banning, I terminated my Formspring account and froze my karma in Plurk - two of my accounts where I put the most humor-less thoughts I have in mind - a waste of my time.

Second ban - no earphones for a week and it started last Monday. Reason? Well, I'm a music lover. I love listening to music and the sounds it produces... but I always plug my earphones almost in to my ear drums - almost rubbing my brain that it penetrated my skull first! Anyway, the thing is I should lessen this habit because in the long run it will do me no good. I dont want to get deaf at the age of 35! I still love music though!

Well, these are the two most prominent bans I obliged myself to cling and obey to right now. The good thing here is that I am coming up with good outcomes! :) I'll just be happy for doing such crazy rules and not be sad for banning myself from all these. This too shall pass! I'm still thinking of what other 'bans' I have to follow so as to test myself. Normally these are things that I usually love doing or actions that are becoming a habit. Do you have anything in mind? Share please!

Just a question...

Will I put your life in miserable if I tell you "I Love You"?
Just a question
Listen to me. I need you to hear me
Heart's bleeding, mind's shrinking, mouth's closing
just a question
Will you love me back if i tell you "I Love You"?
I know the answer. It's on my mind, screaming out loud.
But the best thing that I can do now is to deny
Denying the fact... turning it into a fantasy
A morbid fantasy that is now the reality.
Just a question
Do you know that I Love you?
You seem not to care about this
Who am I to you, anyway.
I know. No one. I'm just nobody
Just a question
Is this even worth my time?
No.
Do I love you?
Yes
Do I love myself?
Yes
And I love myself more, more than you.
Just a question
What is this about?

Lame weekend

Coz I just had two of my awesome-est weekends ever - last week and last last week. :) I got the chance to meet two of my radio-icons-of-some-sort idols Chico and Del (Well, for those who don't know who they are - LOSERS! Kidding! haha.) and just last week I was able to go to Hongkong (my first ever out of the country trip).

These two people up here are my idols. I consider them as two of the wittiest people I know. Late 2009 when I first heard their show on RX 93.1 - the coolest radio show on earth - and since then I get to appreciate radio shows more... more than tv shows. I never imagined myself listening intently to this talking box or even spending the whole day with it - no tv no nohing. However, 2009 changed my perception of radio. I fell in love with it the second time around and truly it is sweeter than ever.

Going to the venue was a bit challenging because I have with me my..self... ONLY. Yes! I went their alone but that didn't hinder me to run the errand. Nothing and no one can stop me from seeing my idols. Im so willing to sell my soul to the heavens above just to see them. HAHA. kidding aside, I felt I was in heaven when i landed on the CBTL grounds. Feet and hand shaking, heart beating so fast, lips smiling... camera's getting ready for the snap shots. It was the weekend of my life - prior to Hong Kong. Went their alone but left the place fulfilled. :)

OK. I look like the father of Chico and Del. IM SO BIG! I dont care. Im happy! :)
weeee! :)

I will blog soon about my Hong kong trip and all that came about during the trip! :)

Too lazy

I know i know.. I've been sooo lazy to write blog entries lately. Been busy doing a lot of things and been busy enjoying the riches of the world. Yeah. I had two of my best week ends ever and I still havent shared my journey to you on this blog just yet. But I guess I have to visit this site more often since I've been shutting my mouth lately. Anyway... Just checking my space here in Blogger. Blogging soon! :)

All smiles! :)