rejected?

I just have to let this thing out of me. Well, this is bugging me for days now and the old wesley is getting into the picture once again. AND I HATE THIS FEELING!

this is not just about me, obviously... because if there is someone being rejected... then there is/are individual/people who are rejecting this 'rejected' person. i just hate the feeling of rejection. i mean who wants to be busted out of the group? :| Pero naisip ko din... rejection doesn't mean the involvement of someone else. pwedeng magsimula ito sayo at magtatapos din sayo. you know... it's just in our mind and i think i am leaning towards that feeling.

ang hirap pala ng ganitong feeling, when you feel like being rejected pero they dont seem to care at all. parang siguro they just dont feel inviting you or they forgot to tell you that u are invited. :| either way, i dont like the feeling. masakit. sigh. ang hirap din kasi yung time na you are trying to fill in the spot pero ayun nga parang hindi ka bagay o hindi mo kayang i fill yung spot na yun. oh i hate that feeling! yung tipong ikaw yung naghahabol. :| diba.. hay. this is really sad for me! :| so sad!

anyway.. i think i just have to move on and get over the feeling because this is causing me no good at all. BEING POSITIVE IS WHAT I SHOULD THINK OF NOW! And to the people involve, i know you wont able to read this anyway... i still love you guys even if this is happening to us or to me. And can i just say, it is possible pala that a single person can change how you interact with other people and how you feel with yourself. sigh.

POSITIVE WESLEY! POSITIVE! :)