What's with the...

What's with the weather in the Philippines? and what's with me today? I decided to be home early on a Friday - so unusual!

Weather. It all boils down to the issue of global warming - the effect of lack of discipline of our people. It's a fact that WE exploit our environment too much. That's why we are experiencing a tremendous change of weather and it's true that we are towards disequilibrium.

Global annual-mean surface temperature has shown a rapid and widespread increase of 1.4º F (0.7ºC) since the early 20th century with about 0.9º F of that increase occurring since 1978.

- NRCS, 2010 (http://soils.usda.gov/survey/global_climate_change.html)

This is telling us that we are the catalyst of the destruction of the earth's different spheres. The condition that we are experiencing now should happen years (hundreds?) from now and not during this time. I just hope our government (and by that I mean the people or citizen of the Philippines, not just the 'government' that some of us hate without knowing that they are hating themselves for that as well) can contribute a solution to somehow lessen the effects of the rapid change on the environment. If banning of plastics is possible for the whole country then lets implement it. If we can possibly hunt all those smoke belching vehicles in streets then no one should be exempted from it. If we can practice the proper way of recycling or disposing our wastes then why not start now? I mean, all of the possible solutions can be initiated by any one of us even without someone dictating us what to do. If we want change, let us change and discipline ourselves first.

Anyway, I just wrote this because I don't want to be irritated by the bipolarism of the weather. I hate it. tsk. huhu. With regard to the idea of going home early... Well, I just feel like going home early because my feet is soaked with rain water and it sucks. Kadiri. :| There are a lot of things to do as well. So I better start now so I can meet the deadlines! That's all!

Can I really do this?

Im not saying that this is the sole reason why I failed in certain things. I know that it is really me who is very dysfunctional. I dont know. There is something in this semester which makes me so lax and do things haphazardly. Twitter has been my friend for several years now and I have been active for the past few months. But I think it is doing me no good. Well, this is just another way of saying the I want to limit myself in spending my time in the internet and to tell you honestly sometimes I do non-sense things in net. Yes. Twitter and Facebook have something in common - they all made me sit my butt off this freakin chair (for long hours). I really have to be productive and spend my time more wisely and by that I mean less Fb-ing and twittering. #hiatus

And can I just say... the reason why I am doing this also is becasue I flunked our midterm exam in Geog 1 and that's like what?? Geog 1... I mean who fails in that subject anyway? Oh i know who... Me who is very 'petix' (or in other terms - relax) this sem. I am not saying that this subject is just easy as abc or 123 but really? I have to fail in this exam. OK. Call me GC (grade conscious) or whatever but normal student wouldn't say "OH.. I GOT A FAILING MARK ON MY EXAM.. OK... I DONT CARE~!" when they experience such... unless you're not normal. ANYWAY, I really have to do something bout this. I need a solution to solve this. I need action now.

Ok, enough of ranting. I will still probably spend time with of course 'the internet' but it would be more of blogging and if I'll be doing a more serious stuff, perhaps acad related. Thanks. At least I vented enough of my feelings and hatred (to myself) tonight. Tomorrow will be a new day. That's for sure.

I just clicked the enter button and hoping to see you on twitter more or less two months from now. Thanks! :)

Butil ng bigas

Someday, I'll get there! :)

Nangangarap ako. Ang sarap isipin paminsan-minsan kung ano nga bang meron ako at kung sino ang magiging ako pag dating ng panahon. Alam mo nung mga bata tayo, pag tinatanong tayo ng ating mga magulang o mga kamag-anak "Ano gusto mo paglaki?" Minsan sasagutin ko sila ng "Gusto ko yung doktor, yung maraming pera sa kamay." Nakakatawang isipin na ganito ang isip ko nung bata pa ako. Pinangarap kong maging doktor pero base sa pagkakasabi ko eh mukha yatang gusto kong maging konduktor. Ang layo naman yata ng doktor sa konduktor maliban na nga lang sa may 'doktor' na meron silang dalawa.

Noong bata pa ako mataas ang pangarap ko. Kahit naman ngayon, mataas pa din ito. Gusto kong maging tanyag sa larangan na aking tinatahak. Pero may mga panahon na nawawalan ako ng gana upang makamit ang gusto kong makuwa. Sa araw-araw na nilalagi ko sa mundo ay siya namang hirap at mga 'realizations' ang aking nakikita at nararanasan. Mga bagay na sabihin na lang natin na bumabalakid sa mga gusto kong mangayari.

Ano nga ba ang ga ito? Marami akong mga naiisip sa ngayon pero baka hindi tayo matapos at baka maging nobela itong entry na ito. Basta ang alam ko e nabubuhay pa din ako upang makamit ang aking mga pangarap na tutulong hindi lang sa akin pati narin sa aking mga magulang. Alam kong wala pa ako sa kalahati o sa kalahati ng kalahati sa landas na aking tinatahak pero kahit papaano ay meron pa rin sa aking sarili, may natittira pa naman kahit papaano, na gustong makamtan ang aking mga pangarap yun nga lang alam kong hindi ito magiging madali. Isa lang naman ang kalaban ko dito e, ang aking sarili. Kailangan ko syang talunin. Yun nga lang, Papaano?

Simulan ko kaya muna sa isang butil ng bigas?